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[Nov. 22nd, 2006|10:36 pm] |
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SOO!!! It's been a lifetime since I last updated this thing. I don't even know if people even look at this with the new myspace and facebook world. Anyways, being at home for thanksgiving really gives me time to think about how the time has changed. EVERYTHING is different. I miss the old gang and all those random times together. the spring break week camped out in my house, etc. Now I feel like when I come home, I only hang out with a few friends. I guess I just wish we could have a huge "reunion" or something...but enough of this talk... |
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[May. 4th, 2006|08:57 pm] |
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Guess what?!?! I'm home!!! Finally home after an entire semester!! So, tomorrow I start back up at work. Should be fun!! But I can't wait to see people! Perhaps this weekend we can do something, but first I have to find out my work schedule!! Hopefully this summer will be fun!! :) |
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[May. 1st, 2006|03:31 pm] |
I'M COMING HOME IN 2 DAYS!!! 2 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't think I could be any more excited! Perhaps thats because I haven't been home since Christmas and I miss everyone!! I'm looking forward to some really awesome times this summer. Hopefully it happens!! I'm going to miss my friends at school SO much, so I will need to have fun!! yayayayay!!! So one last final...if you can even count art as being a final! lol. I just finished my Spanish exam and it feels great to be done!!! I hope to see everyone real soon!!! give me a call! the cell is still the same!! :) |
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[Mar. 29th, 2006|01:47 pm] |
I never want this year to end!
It has by far been the best year of my life!
I've met some incredibly amazing people, whom I know will be friends for life.
It makes me sad to think that school ends in about 5 weeks. Honestly I love it!
Everyday seems to bring new memories.
I feel complete here. I've never felt so happy.
Yes I do miss my friends from home, but there is something about being away from all the stuff with my dad.
It just lets me be who I really am!
I feel bad that I didn't make it home to see the spring musical.
We had formal Saturday night, and it wasn't possible for me to get there.
I really wish I could have seen some of the high schoolers again.
I haven't kept in touch with a lot of people, which kind of makes me sad.
I'm always so busy, and always on the run, that I never seem to have enough time to sit down and really talk to people from back home. But I always think about them.
I've been told that you really lose touch with people when you go away from college, and I see how thats true now.
Its not a choice you make, but you have to adjust to a completely different life.
WOW! A year ago I would never picture myself where I am today.
I feel as though I've grown so much! It's incredible!
I'm just in awe at how amazing I feel.
Perhaps I've met friends who I can really connect with. They really understand me and I know they are always there for me.
I can just go up to them and know I can get a hug, advice, a talk, etc.
But I had really good friends at home too.
Perhaps I spend more time with people here than I did at home.
I hope I can still spend time with my friends at home over the summer.
Maybe catch up on life and how everyone is doing.
I feel as though I've somewhat fell off the face of the earth.
But I'm expanding my horizons.
Well, I'm off to class now.
Not one of my favorites, but I must go.
I hope everyone is doing well!
I am always thinking about you all!! |
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[Feb. 13th, 2006|05:10 pm] |
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well, it's been a long time since i've last updated this thing. it actually feels kind of weird to be writing, but right now i really need to get my emotions out....everything with school is mostly going pretty well. my classes are hard, but i'm working on them. i just have to keep pushing myself. i love being in alpha chi omega. i wouldn't change it for anything in the world. i have met some of the most amazing people, and i feel as though i have a family here at stetson. i love it. i can talk to them whenever i need someone; they are there with a shoulder to cry on twenty four/ seven. they understand me, which is awesome. i have amazing adventures and laugh all the time with them. we cherish the good times and the bad times. its a family, and i really like that fact.
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[Aug. 7th, 2005|12:48 am] |
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So here is an update for all of you that complain that I don't update enough...
I have a ton of various emotions running through me right now.
I'm stoked about college...It's so exciting picking out all the new stuff for my dorm room and getting new stuff (like a laptop and cell phone, etc)
It's also really cool to imagine all the new people I'm going to meet and spend the next chapter of my life with.
But fear is also running within me...I'm so worried about the situations I'm going to face.
I fear that I'm going to lose control of myself, but I don't want that. I have so many dreams to conquer that I can't afford to ruin it by partying or screwing myself up.
Today Jenna told me that it really is the people who you surround yourself that will determine what type of person you are...whether it be a party girl, studious, etc...
Then I also have mixed emotions of leaving home. I get to begin living on my own; being an independent person. But then I'm worrying about whether or not I can handle leaving the shelter of my home. I really do feel that I can handle it because I felt so independet in Spain and I loved the feeling. I guess it's just that I'm facing the fact that I have grown up.
Another reason why I'm sad to leave is that I've grown really close to some people this past year. It seems as though I've known them forever and we are so much alike. But I know we will still be close.
I'm also very appreciative of the time I had in Spain. I feel like I have changed a lot...but for the better. The type of person I want to grow into is becoming a little more clearer. I learned a lot this summer and met some amazing people who are the primary ones that helped change me. I realized how truly important some people are in your life. I feel as though I became closer to the people in Spain than I am to a lot of my friends. Don't get me wrong, there are friends here that are just as close, but to be able to become such good friends in a limited amount of time amazes me. I miss them so much. I honestly see myself living in Spain after I finish school. But I have to say this...All the friends I made this summer and my close friends at home are all here to be written into the new chapter of my life. But for the others that I do lose contact with over the next part of my life, I will never forget you. You have impacted my life in one way or the other. A piece of you will always be with me even if we don't stay in touch. And right now I want to say thank you for being my friend, and I wish you the best of luck in everything you do. Maybe our paths will cross again, but if not, we have learned from each other; so I will take what I learned from you with me into the next journey of my life.
So now I will be taking everything I learned here in Fort Myers and my experiences in Spain, and will move onto the next chapter of my life. I really look forward to sharing many amazing memories with my new friends in Spain, my friends from Fort Myers, and the friends I meet in college. It's hard growing up...things will never go back to the way they used to be. I look forward to this upcoming challenge, and I hope all of my friends that I care so much for will help me in this journey. For without friends, I wouldn't be who I am today. My friends are who teach me about life and help me to become the woman I want to be. So my friends, will you help me write my next chapter?
There are so many friends that I've grown close to during high school. Words can't be said to tell you how much you mean to me. Saying good-bye will be so hard for me. But I think of the past year when all my older friends graduated. If I can still stay friends with them, I do believe we can too...So to my elder friends, I look forward to sustaining our beautiful friendships while we share college stories...to my recently graduated friends, I look forward to comparing our similar stories and helping one another and meeting all the new people who come into all of our lives...and to my friends that have another year or two, I hope you do well in high school...enjoy it! You only go to high school once! And I look forward to helping you when you need a friend, because trust me...ALL of you will be hearing from me via e-mail, IM, phone, etc...I may need some major help. lol
Lindsey, I regret that we didn't become better friends sooner. But I'm so thankful that we were able to get to know each other this past year. We are so much alike that it's scary. And to you I dedicate this entry...for you are the one who always complains that I never update.
*Quotes on Life*
"Life is a coin. You can spend it any way you wish, but you can spend it only once." Denis Diderot
"No matter what a man's past may have been, his future is spotless." William H. Danforth
"Maturity doesn't come with age; it comes with acceptance of responsibility." H.E. Jansen
"Unless you try to do something beyond what you have already mastered, you will never grow." Bill Cosby
"Don't cross your bridges until you get to them. We spend our lives defeating ourselves crossing bridges we never get to." Solon
"Treat everybody alike, no matter from what station in life he comes...Really great men and women are those who are natural, frank, and honest with everyone whom they come into contact." George Washington
"School seeks to get you ready for examination; life gives the finals." Cervantes
"We shold behave to our friends as we would wish our friends to behave to us." Matthew Prior |
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[Jul. 30th, 2005|01:40 am] |
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I'm back!! Actually I've been back for awhile...I got home July 12th, but I just haven't updated. A lot has happened. I had an AMAZING time in Spain and I can't wait to return next summer!! My friend Lucia is here until Tuesday. We took her to DC and NYC. Fun! Then we went to Disney World with Lindsey Bowen. Awesome! "I see the Japan" lol. I don't know what I was thinking. and that old guy...lol. good times good times....downtown disney and all the pics...today Lucia and I spent the day with Jenna. I declared that today was CHEER UP JENNA DAY. I think it worked ;) yay! go me! lol. went shopping. bought a lot of stuff. clothes for college. i'm gonna need it! who knows when i will get laundry done!! then we met others and went to dinner at Friday's and then to the movies. after the movies we ran into kelly and kristin and we all went to B&N for coffee and to chat...many memories tonight! ahh!! well i'm off to do some other stuff! muah!! xoxo |
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[Jun. 19th, 2005|01:24 pm] |
well, its been awhile since i´ve updated this. i´m in spain having an amazing time. so much has happened. omg jenna!! i´m some stories for you. wow!! tomorrow i go to lucia´s house. its going to be fun. in a few minutes i´m leaving to meet some people at the beach. it isn´t a great beach day, but oh well....i´m still going. i will have to tell you all some stories later. oh yea, and i need to write my postcards. i totally forgot about it. lol. love you all....
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[May. 31st, 2005|11:22 pm] |
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I leave for Spain on Monday!! I can't wait!! It is so surreal...it is going to be so much fun. i'm going to be gone for five weeks...don't miss me too much. lol. only five more days.......wheeeee.... |
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[May. 17th, 2005|08:31 pm] |
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Go Vonzell!!!!!!!!!! |
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